disappointed

im tired to plan everything but at last?????
it was just 0!!!!!!!!!!!
disappointed,disappointed,disappointed n disappointed...
feel so disappointed for all the thing n all of .........
forget it,just forget it,very unhappy...
but i just told myself its just ok,no nid go,save my money n enjoy my life in subang vf all of my new fren ,colleague,housemate....
i wan become more happy+crazy n enjoy than before..
But,izzit i can crazy without them??
ya,i think should be can!!!
although it is hard for me...............................